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You think it was tough out there? Think it was easy for me without you? You thought that every single day wasn't a god-damn marathon of my life without you?
i wasn't sure i existed
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Words about love turn red and gold as soon as they fall from my fingers, and I can break beautiful hearts as easily as autumn leaves.
honest hearts
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| hey loves.
i'm back for good. i went on a really long (we're talking two months) hiatus, after my boyfriend and i broke up. i'm still battling that every single day, but the pain isn't as overwhelming any more. so, i decided to come back. i kept seeing everyone posting, and i wanted to update so badly but i just couldn't motivate myself to do it.
but here i am. i pinky swear this won't happen again.
you'll have to excuse me if this update is sad. i'm sure you'll all understand.
enjoy
eva xx
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I was drawn to all the wrong things: I liked to drink, I was lazy, I didn’t have a god, politics, ideas, ideals. I was settled into nothingness; a kind of non-being, and I accepted it. I didn’t make for an interesting person. I didn’t want to be interesting, it was too hard. What I really wanted was only a soft, hazy space to live in, and to be left alone.
- Charles Bukowski
a wound to the heart is a wound to the mind
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| hey loves.
hope you all had a wonderful holiday season, and that the new year is treating you kindly.
much love to all.
xoxox
eva
you were like a hurricane
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| hey loves.
hope you all have a wonderful christmas.
xoxoxox.
eva.
( one )
I whisper your name when I get cold at night, wishing you’d wrap your arms around me and put your feet on mine like you sometimes did. And I know I’ve been drinking too much, and the drugs you told me never to try don’t really keep the same company as they all promised me. They could never take the place of you in my head. In my heart. Nothing ever could. No one ever will.
shelter me through my darkest night
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